So…..
Last Thursday, I found out my cancer is trying to yell again. I had gone to my oncologist due to this dull achy back pain that I have not been able to kick. She’s my default MD, Dr. C, so no need for alarm there. Once you’ve had cancer, it is usually the first thing that comes to mind with any ache and pain so that is where I would normally go anyway. She ran a bone scan that looked suspicious at a spot on my spine. After meeting with her, she immediately ran a CT scan that did not look any better. Saturday I went in for a MRI. Yesterday consisted of a port placement and a biopsy. The results are still some what inconclusive as we have not met with her for the final assessments with all the results. We will have that meeting today as well as more blood work and a treatment to jack up my bone strength. Things are moving very quickly.

As you can only imagine, it has been a little stressful at the Roberson house. There is nothing anyone can do right now but pray with us. Pray for my family and me. For my parents, siblings, in laws, relatives, and friends. Pray so hard that our combined voices scream for mercy. It is going to be a tough battle, but most of you know I can be stubborn and relentless when needed. That’s my current plan. I promise to fight like a champ. I will be using this site for updates of procedures, treatments and the amazing progress I will make in discarding my body of whatever it is it holds that shouldn’t be there. I do ask that comments not be put on public forums (ie Facebook and Instagram). General well wishes are fine, but specifics of my course of life right now, please keep off those sites. There are a lot of people trying to understand this (some very young) that would benefit from not reading about their mother or aunt in this forum. I will post here and I hope you will do the same. I would love to hear your encouraging words and maybe a joke now and then:). My friends and family are my inspiration. Just like last time they made me laugh when I thought I couldn’t and made me cry when I knew I could. Feel free to share this sight with people so they can be in the “foo loop.”

For those of you who I have had a chance to talk to, thank you for all your kind thoughts and prayers. For those of you who I have not spoken to yet, I know you are thinking the same thoughts and prayers and I thank you for that. We will get through this.

Thanks to baby Jabe (Aka Matt) for getting this up and running again. I asked him Friday around 7am and he shot me a text by 7:20 saying it was ready to go. Needless to say, I hadn’t even gotten out of the shower! To all my friends and family- thank you for the out pouring if prayers, calls and well wishes. To my husband and son, we will get through this and hit up Turks again soon!

I love you all.
Foo (aka Tracey:)